so bad

I think that's one of the worst things to see. Seeing someone who has a smile on their face, but sadness in their eyes. Watching someone try to be so strong and pretending to be happy, but for what? Because they're so insecure that they're afraid no one cares? Is it something so bad that it could ruin a person? Because they don't want anyone to know of their problems? or is it just that they're the type of person who's been hurt so much that they know no one can help anyways? There could be a million different reasons that could hide behind two eyes, and the sad part is no one will probably ever really know.

against the laziness

MALES BELAJAR !!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... toloooong

-sekian-

:')

Romantic Place In the World

Holla, i'm back :D Now, i don't want to posting about 'galau' anymore haha. Yeaah it's enough, come on guys, it's 2012 already!!! Galau is old problem and really...really..ancient if you're still galau at this time. So i guess, better if i post something that's meaningful and can give you an inspiration. And now, I will give a recommendations about romantic places around the world which can make you like being hypnotized to immediately going there. What is that? this.....

1. Amsterdam, Netherland

Beautiful Amsterdam is the capital and largest city of the Netherlands. Amsterdam is one of the most popular tourist destinations in Europe. Here we can enjoy historic canals, transport, meals, and honeymoon inn along with good climate conditions. It’s appealing to look at and pleasant to walk around, an intriguing mix of the parochial and the international; it also has a welcoming attitude towards visitors and a uniquely youthful orientation.

2. San Antonio, Texas Riverwalk

 

 

 

The Riverwalk is one of the most visited places in all of Texas and the greater San Antonio area has a world of fun and exciting things to do and see. San Antonio and the Riverwalk feature luxurious hotels, delicious dining, and restaurants, exciting theme parks, attractions, great nightclubs, nightlife and entertainment. 

3.Seine River, France

The Seine is a major river of North Western France and one of its well-known commercial waterways, plus a great tourist attraction, especially within the city of Paris.

4. Han River, South Korea

Huaaaa Korea!! Han River is one of the most significant things in Seoul for sure. It’s remarkably wide for a short river, and people live in Seoul is depending on this river. So it has been in our history for long time ago. Seoul city puts lots of effort to make this area more nature friendly.

5. Champ Elysees, Paris 

The Champs-Elysées is used for all the major celebrations. This is where Parisians celebrate New Year's Eve and where the military parades are held on the 14th of July. Historic national events, like the Liberation at the end of the second World War or the victory in the World Cup football were also celebrated on this wide avenue.

6. Venice, Italy

Venice is one of the most interesting and lovely places in the world. This sanctuary on a lagoon is virtually the same as it was six hundred years ago, which adds to the fascinating character. Venice has decayed since its heyday and is heavily touristed (there are slightly more tourists than residents), but the romantic charm remains.  

7. Hawaii, America

The fresh, floral air energizes you. The warm, tranquil waters refresh you. The breathtaking, natural beauty renews you. Look around. There’s no place on earth like Hawaii. Whether you're a new visitor or returning, our six unique islands offer distinct experiences that will entice any traveler.

8. Tahiti, French Polynesia

  

Tahiti is the largest island in the Windward group of French Polynesia, located in the archipelago of the Society Islands in the southern Pacific Ocean. It is the economic, cultural and political centre of French Polynesia. The island was formed from volcanic activity and is high and mountainous with surrounding coral reefs.


9. Bruges, Belgium

Bruges i think seems like Venice, but the ancient city with a medieval setting is the best way to escape from all the noise of city. Bruge also called 'Venice of the North'.


10. Jimbaran, Bali.

And the last...yeah from my own country, Indonesia. Yup Jimbaran Bali exactly. The beach has seafood restaurants and luxury hotels, including the five-star Intercontinental Hotel Bali, Four Seasons and Jimbaran Puri Bali. Tourism in Jimbaran has increased rapidly so that it has boosted the local economy, but was devastated by the 2005 Bali bombings when suicide bombers struck at two popular warungs (restaurants) along the beach.

Nah guys, that's some of romantic places arround the world. If you want to going one of place over there, please make sure that you bring an enough money (hihihi). See ya..

NOTHING !

Wow it's awesome, New Year eve! Just a few minutes again towards 2012 and then we started to countdown the clock *5....4....3....2.....1* and finally yelling: "Welcome 2012". Huaaah i'm speechles guys. Just to let you know, i'm not going anywhere in these night. Eventhough i can heard a thousand of firecrackers outside my house, but i still not interest with it. I prefer stay at home while YouTube-ing, and downloading a lot of videos about England and Spain tour guide. Yea recently i get the link from Haneen, my friends from Middle East. The tittle is "TOP 10 TRAVEL ATTRACTIONS". I've got one of them... check it out

 ESPANA

And also England Top 10 attractions...

ENGLAND

LONDON TOUR 2010

I like both of them oh my good! Love England so much ya allah. Alhamdulillah my internet connection was really nice, so i can download them without faces i-swear-i will-throw-away-this-fuckin-modem-so-hard-errrgghhh- anymore. Huaaa really wanna go there soon after watch this video! I hope in 2012, all of my dreams will come true, and makes my parents proud with me :) Ameen ya Allah, wish me luck guys. Keep fighting, keep smiling, and keep praying. Bye bye

With love,

Labibah ♥

Recent news: HEY YA! THIS IS 2012 ALREADY YEAAH HAHAHA.  Just happened a few seconds ago guys :D hihihi Ha.. ha.. haa....ppy new year dude XD *tenoonet tenoneet!!!!*

Little depressed

BF OR WTF ?

I don't know, i just feeling that i lost something in my life that i ever had before. It's not  treasure, it's not stuffs, it's not about anything which people can seeing. But it's about FRIENDSHIP. Yes, we can't see friendship because isn't a thing, but we can felt friendship from people who give us an affection and concern with sincere. We can felt it when they're always attend to listening what we are feeling at that time, either it bad news or good news. And after that, they're giving us a response or maybe some advice, then ...we feeling more better after we've done :) That's simple. Friendship doesn't need money. Friendship isn't expensive, only needed the ears to listen and mouth to giving response. 

BUT....i realized that i haven't been completely doing like that. Sometimes i wasn't there when they're need me. Sometimes, i was too engrossed in my own world until i didn't knowing what's going on with my friends (okay, seems like selfish, right?). Perhaps, it's the reason why i loosing some of my old friend (actually my bestfriend). Yeah they've found a better than me since Senior High School. They too enjoyed with their new friends. And of course...their personality has been changed become weird. They don't realized it (of course) but i know it, yess absolutely i know it. I guess, there's something wrong with them. OH MY GOOD! MY BESTFRIEND...We almost never texted to each other although on social network. It's such a worst thing!! fuck yeah. Why it could be happen? I never want to be like this. Just to let you know, i never change! I'm still Bibeeh who geeky person. Funny person. Once again i told you guys I'M NEVER CHANGES. 

Ohhh.... i really miss the old you guys :(  why you're changes?? become strange people for me. You never greeting me on twitter, facebook, or etc. DO YOU NOW? I MISS OUR FRIENDSHIP .....I know maybe i'm boring, i don't have a lot of money, i'm rarely hang out with you, but i've to TRIED to keep my personality. I NEVER CHANGE! I NEVER....They always said that i'm arrogant, wtf...who is actually arrogant? don't they realize? hah? I already lost patience. I'm surely hate this situation...okay?

Haah....this post i made for my bestfriend when JHS and my childhood friend.  

just a little bit

Hello bloggiest! Hello everyone! Hello dude! Hello Monday! Now, i don't wanna complain about Monday as usual. I'm free today yeaaah :D *give me applause guys! give me applause* i'm not attending school these day because i think, there will be no lesson after exam. Hmm...how can i say? It seems like classmeeting! ya, just classmeeting (oh okay actually, it can't called classmeeting bcs...errggh yeah you know what i mean :@) So complicated if i tell you about the actually happens. I imagining that it will boring if i'm in school now. I could do anything at home all day long. Watching tv program, watching dvd, browsing, reading a novel, taking photos, or etc that i want!! Yes, just one day! Just one day before i return on super busy school activities. I never feel bored with those activity because i like what i do everyday :) I love my job.

So, i ought grateful to Allah for this life. As long as i still has a chance to enjoy it, i don't want to complain. Keep smile and take care yourself dude... xoxo

Confused with you

Oh fuck i can't sleep again. I don't know why everynight i alwasy like this, whether insom, whether thinking about you, whether thinking the problem with my parents, or another thoughts in my brain that always bothered me, i don't really know what the reason is it. But for now, i guess it because of Nescafe effect. Ya, i had just got one and the taste is not too bad (okay i know i'm tacky), but hey i bought it with my own money hahaha. Oh well just for info, I spend my money for having fun only if i getting stressed like now. Doesn't matter about the price, is important i felt very satisfied after all. So please don't comment anything!!

I'm waiting my parents going to sleep while i keep laying on bed and reading novel. When they're started to do, i get up from bed and then make sure that my parents already entering bedroom hahaha. Yess it's my modus because my dad will be angry if i haven't yet go to sleep on middle night. And now, i successfully doing that modus. I took mom notebook and brought to room. I locked the bedroom door and then started to surfing in cyberspace hahahha XD *Hey dad, hey mom, see...see..your daughter! hahaha what she did at this time?. hahaha LOL. Now, i using your notebook mom. Can you see me dad, mom? hahaha oh ya im forget, you both already sleep. Hahaha Okay have a nice dream then :p bubye*

Well, here i am. Sit in front of notebook and don't even know what topics that i gonna wrote. I don't want to tell you about parents (oh shit, it so bored). Better i tell you about him right now. Yeay H-I-M..
He text me first about two hours ago and as usuall, he asking "Ehm. What are you doing" and actually i want to reply: "I just waiting your text" *slapped*, obviously it wasn't happen. Am i crazy? hahaha. Honestly before he texted me, i just feeling that i miss him very much. I wonder, why he didn't yet texted me? I'm waiting him for a long time. AND SUCKS! i suddenly get sadness during wait his text. I'm trying to keep positive thinking, example: maybe he hasn't pulse, maybe he's busy, maybe he turning off his phone, maybe he bla, maybe he bla...bla bla bla. But shortly afterwards, god hearing my pray, my phone vibrates and when i opened it turns out a text from him. He text me at 19:24, i suddenly very happier. I'm so lucky.

   
But isn't too long, we just talked for a while and after that, he was disappear, didn't know where is he gone :( He hasn't reply my last text. I only get little sad because at least, he text me first on right moment when i really really miss him. Okay i must accept it. Huhuhuhuhuuaaaaa asdlsjlhfhkld. One thing that i always ask with myself, whether i'm the only girl that he text, or there are others too?? Oh my good, i worried guys. It seems like i want to grab his phone and check the inbox one by one. Seeing whose people that he texted. I'm thinking ...only me the person who there's in his inbox. But i realized, he is just my friend. Very stupid if i do it because i don't have rights. (may i called it fallin in love?)

Everytime i got his text, i feel so very very happy (i don't even know) feel different when i received text from another man. My feeling was more happier. But sometimes he makes pissed me off because he reply for a long time. Although we only talking about the same topics like usual, but it doesn't matter for me. (again and again....this is love?). I still don't understand why everytime we meet at school, we never talking by face to face? we were like a strange people. Feel awkward to stared face each other. Feel awkward to say 'hello' or eventhough to smile. Why oh why?...

Damn misterious! until now, i don't have a wishes for being his girlfriend. I don't wanna get hurt when i knowing that he finally with another girl. I don't want get a disappointment in the end. I must be patient and just enjoy this condition. Besides, i don't want him to rush to take action. Just let it flow dude. Okay??   

lega..

Hallo guys, i'm back! i just got home from dentist and now i could opened my blog again. Jadi, bagaimana dengan hari ini? bisa dibilang tidak terlalu buruk seperti yang gue duga. Tadi malam gue sempat gelisah karena kepikiran sms dari Endrik yang isinya kita disuruh ke lapangan sempur jam 7 pagi. OMG betapa galaunya gue waktu itu antara mau dateng apa enggak. Seperti yang sudah di ceritakan sebelumnya, gue lagi males banget kemana-mana hari ini apalagi yang menyangkut sama sekolah. Gue ingin seharian bebas tanpa ada gangguan sekolah apapun itu. Tapi semuanya sudah berlalu pemirsa. Yak seperti lagunya almarhum Chrisye, 'Badai Pasti Berlalu' sama persis dengan yang gue alami sekarang. Gue sudah mulai tenang pagi-paginya karena dapet sms dari Endrik, Bait, dan Lufi yang menyatakan bahwa di acara tersebut tidak ada Bu Euis melainkan mereka didampingi oleh Miss Lela. Wotsss...gue aman! gue aman pemirsah! Gue fikir Bu Euis bakalan ngomelin gue abis-abisan lantaran tidak ikut dalam acara tersebut, atau bahkan yang ada dalam bayangan gue, beliau sampai mencoret nama gue dari daftar siswa teladan di sekolah (yang gue sendiri heran kenapa gue bisa masuk dalam daftar siswa teladan itu).

Kemudian jam 10 gue pergi kursus di Simple. Semuanya berjalan lancar dan menyenangkan sekali. Semakin lama gue semakin merasa betah les disitu apalagi yang ngajarnya, Mr.Ade, sangat ekspresif dan cool abis. Udah gitu orangnya sabar banget ngajarin gue yang super duper lemot ini (hahaha aib). Beliau juga suka musik-musik barat yang lagi trend di kalangan anak muda (belakangan beliau mulai menyukai Owl City), dan yang paling gue suka dari beliau adalah he always speak english everytime and everywhere. Entah pas lagi nerangin pelajaran, entah kalau dia curhat tiba-tiba, kapanpun itu beliau selalu berbicara dalam bahasa Inggris. Yap itu bisa menjadi tantangan buat gue supaya makin cepet nangkep English sehingga gue tidak kaget lagi kalau berhadapan dengan bule nanti hehehe. Sedikit demi sedikit gue mengerti apa yang beliau katakan. Tapi kalau udah stuck gak ngerti apa yang ia maksud gue akan bilang "Hah?" (jegerrrr!! memalukan memang), meminta untuk diulangi lagi. Overall, Mr, Ade cocok banget deh pokoknya sama gue yang lagi giat-giatnya menambah ilmu English yaaaah walaupun terkadang gue suka lola kalau diajarin beliau tapi kalau terus dilatih bakalan nyampe ke otak kok.

Pulangnya (jam setengah 12) gue berniat membeli eclair lagi di kaki lima deket tempat les. Tapi sayang eclairnya sudah ludes. Gue fikir wajar sih karena memang eclairnya enak banget, lembut, manisnya pas, dan berisi lelehan coklat di dalamnya. Yah rada kecewa sih tapi sebagai gantinya gue membeli roti dan kue bolu yang gue makan di angkot. Semoga saja pada hari berikutnya gue bisa mendapatkan eclair tersebut ya :) ameen. Sesampainya di rumah gue menyempatkan waktu untuk browsing sebentar sebelum pergi lagi ke Bogor jam 4 sore untuk ke dokter gigi. Hari ini jadwalnya adalah melepas jahitan di gusi bekas cabutan gigi. Rada horor memang kedengarannya karena bawa-bawa jahitan segala, tapi sumpah ternyata itu tidak sakit sama sekali lho. Gue udah parno aja karena takut terasa sakit, tapi alhamdulillahnya jauh dari dugaan. Pelepasan jahitan tersebut berlangsung cepat dan kilat, namun yang paling mengejutkan adalah biaya yang harus dikeluarkan bapak untuk melepas jahitan ini sebesar Rp.150.000,00. BAYANGKAN PEMIRSA SERATUS LIMA PULUH RIBU RUPIAH SAJA untuk melepas jahitan di gusi saya ini. Omaygaad...lagi-lagi gue ngerasa gak enak sama ortu.

Sebelum gue pulang, pak dokternya mengingatkan lagi kepada gue bahwa ada 4 gigi yang harus dicabut.  EMPAT GIGI SODARA SODARA!! Empat gigi penghancur masih bertengger di dalam mulut saya oh nooooo!!! *tarik napas dalam dalam* *hembuskan*. Hhhhhh...Kalau tidak segera di cabut, pusing di kepala gue bakalan nggak hilang-hilang sampai tua dan gue tidak ingin menjalani sisa hidup ini dengan terus-terusan tersiksa menahan rasa sakit.
Itu tandanya gue harus menjalani 4 operasi selama sebulan sekali. Dokternya bilang itu bisa dilakukan kalau gue sudah siap mental dan fisik, "kalau nak Labibah sudah siap, silahkan datang lagi kesini atau sms susternya dulu juga boleh" ujar sang dokter. Gue hanya menjawab iya dengan pasrah.

So guys begitulah kira-kira hari Kamis gue. Gue tidak pernah tahu apa yang akan terjadi di depan. Kadang, apa yang menurut gue nantinya bakal membosankan, kalau udah kejadian ternyata jatuhnya lebih asyik dari yang diduga. Terlalu cepat menilai kejadian yang akan datang akan membuat kita menyesal setelah mengalaminya. Gue sering begitu, dan biasanya gue akan bilang "Damn! gue fikir hari ini bakalan ngebetein, gataunya asyik juga". Jadi saran gue, mending coba jalanin dulu aja deh hari-hari lo. Jangan gampang nge judge, yang ada belom-belom lo udah stres duluan. Okay? sekian dulu ya....selamat malam dan selamat tidur :D

with love, Labibah

Spirit from them

Oh well, what can i say? i'm speechles surely *wipe my tears*. This is sooooo awesome!! I'm really grateful because i still have people who cares at me. Here...

FROM Inung. My friend at JHS

  

From Anis, my classmate

From Veri, my classmate

From Dwiki, my friend at school

From miss Yuni, my sister at facebook

From Ryan, my classmate

 

From...JACK HANAFIE!! Yeaaah hahaha

From Cezar, my Libanon friend

From Dean Brown, my Australian friend

From Nickolas, my little brother