HALF BRITISH, HALF ARABIAN

Zayn Malik. Yeah...have you ever been heard that name? never? Sound strange? you don't know? Okay i'll tell you about him. He is one of personnel One Direction, the band from U.K who currently became an idol for teenager. Zayn is Moslem, he has blood of Pakistani from his dad and half England from his mom (what a perfect combination, right? liked Arabian guy and addicted with England). He quite makes me insane because his charms and his voice. Huaaaaaaaaaa :D

 

Zayn Childhood. Huaaaa so cute :)

Oh ya, yesterday is his birthday :D So, he 19th already (he was born on January 12, 1993) one year older than me. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BY THE WAY TO YOU :D Wish you all the best...

NOTHING !

Wow it's awesome, New Year eve! Just a few minutes again towards 2012 and then we started to countdown the clock *5....4....3....2.....1* and finally yelling: "Welcome 2012". Huaaah i'm speechles guys. Just to let you know, i'm not going anywhere in these night. Eventhough i can heard a thousand of firecrackers outside my house, but i still not interest with it. I prefer stay at home while YouTube-ing, and downloading a lot of videos about England and Spain tour guide. Yea recently i get the link from Haneen, my friends from Middle East. The tittle is "TOP 10 TRAVEL ATTRACTIONS". I've got one of them... check it out

 ESPANA

And also England Top 10 attractions...

ENGLAND

LONDON TOUR 2010

I like both of them oh my good! Love England so much ya allah. Alhamdulillah my internet connection was really nice, so i can download them without faces i-swear-i will-throw-away-this-fuckin-modem-so-hard-errrgghhh- anymore. Huaaa really wanna go there soon after watch this video! I hope in 2012, all of my dreams will come true, and makes my parents proud with me :) Ameen ya Allah, wish me luck guys. Keep fighting, keep smiling, and keep praying. Bye bye

With love,

Labibah ♥

Recent news: HEY YA! THIS IS 2012 ALREADY YEAAH HAHAHA.  Just happened a few seconds ago guys :D hihihi Ha.. ha.. haa....ppy new year dude XD *tenoonet tenoneet!!!!*

worst holiday ever

Yo, it's almost weekend guys (oh...and also worst holiday). Now is Thursday, tomorrow is Friday, and then Saturday, and after that....New Year!! Yeeeah let's said: WELCOME 2012 :D Huah i'm so excited for waiting that year (i don't know why) but i guess because in 2012 there are some great days and also exciting days not only for me, but also for all grade 3 students all over Indonesia. You know what is that? yess, U-A-N. My mom said that it will be held on middle April, but my school give information about March or whatever.... I don't know which is correct, but clearly...i don't wanna get-fully-stressed- because exam. I just tried to enjoy everything as long as i'm still being student, as long as i'm still wore uniform, as long as i'm still in Senior High School, and before i entered the busyness world of work (i thought..it'll be complicated). 

Talking about New Year, i don't have any resolution for 2012. If people are going to make a resolution for next year, honestly i feel so lazy to making resolution. For what? i think it's nonsense. Doesn't mean i'm never making resolution before, of course i had some resolution in previous year but the result? I forgot what I had planned. No, I didn't write them on paper. Everything is messed up. Yes i'm suck. I don't want too rely with resolution, just let it flow! But i don't want to judge that makes resolution is wrong, i told you...it's just my principles. Back again on your choice.

Well yeah, forget about exam and resolution. Now, how about my holiday? okay don't ask me...Is over six days and i haven't got any plan to enjoyed my holiday. Actually Mr. Ade gave me advice to doing an internship but i still doubt. He told me that i could apply become waitress in a restaurant like Pizza Hut, McDonald, Hoka Hoka Bento, or etc, with purpose for adding my allowance and of course to fill my holiday (beside, to adding my experience he said) Honestly i really want, but i'm not sure :( I was in hesitancy at that time but my little heart saying 'NOT'. Just to let you know, i can't be in the crowded for a long time. Moreover, i'm lazy if i haven't friends who accompany me. I prefer stay at home then start to write something. I know it sucks haha, maybe i should waiting 3 or 4 years to get my bravery and after all, i can did it. (I hope so..)

Consequently, i through this week with full of boredom. Just stay at home all day long is made me crazy! Ya, i almost crazy. I'm not going anywhere except once (when Monday) i went to Bogor Trade Mall with my sister. Actually, i need to buy Raditya Dika's new book 'Manusia Setengah Salmon' but i realized that my money isn't enough (blame my mother! bsc she didn't give me an extra money). Finally my sister invites me to watch movies. She really wanna watch 'Garuda Di Dadaku II' but i'm not agree with her. I said that i don't like Indonesian movie, i better choose western movie because it more good and i can learning English from them. Hihihi yes i know, that's not good. Doesn't mean i don't love my country (hey, i was born in Indonesia), but in fact, imported movies are more preferred and good than Indonesian (too much weird and stupid horror in here. I don't like it huh). So, we cancel plans to watch the movie and switch to plan B: Shopping! 

Before shopping, we went to Mr.Baso for having lunch. My sister who recommended that place, she told me that the price isn't too expensive. I'm ordering bakso for lunch because it's very suitable for weather: cloudy and after raining. And my sister just ordering ice mix with kidney bean.

Bakso, the right choice for warm my body

Hmm...quite good :) i'm very satisfied with my lunch and my sister too. I'm full already...Alhamdulillah. Well, we leaving mr.baso and started to searching some stuffs.

My sister looking for a similar ring-like Tegoshi Yuya. She's very love him since watching 'My Boss My Hero' one of Japanesse drama. Haisss so difficult to find a ring like him! I'm pissed off at that time. My sister is too obsessed with that ck ck ck. 

Meanwhile, i've found the stuffs that i'm looking for....

pink ribbon for my head. It's so cute, isn't it?

And also i bought this...

Cutest book for my courses note yeaaah!. I like it! I also find -another-cute-book like that on rack. I get confused, which one should i choose? All of them are very interesting. But finally i took this one...

 In this way, i hope i'll be more eager to read my english notes haha Ameen :) For your info, i usually feels reluctant to open my note (another student problem i think) I don't know why. So, don't comment anything....!!

Another things that happen on my holiday is....nothing else! haha. I spent my time to watch movies that i've got from downloading. I've been watch 17 Again (uyeah i know it's old films), but so far...i enjoyed it. Zac Efron is too cute huaaa....i like the part when he advise Stan in cafetarian and embarrass him in front of other children.

[Mike tries to stand up to Stan's bullying for Alex]

Stan: "Give me my ball back bitch".

Mike: "You know Stan I feel sorry for you".

Stan: "You don't know me"  

Mike: "Oh, but I do all too well. You're the man. Captain of the basketball team, dates the pretty girls, high school is your kingdom. But people, Stan is a bully. Why? It'd be way too easy to say Stan preys on the weak simply because he's a dick. No... no... Stan here is much more complex than that. See, according to leading psychiatrists, Stan is a bully for one of three reasons..."

 [while playing with Stan's basketball] 

Mike: "One... underneath all that male bravado, there's an insecure little girl banging on the closet door trying to get out. Two... like a caveman, Stan's brain is underdeveloped. Therefore, Stan is unable to use self-control. And so he acts out aggressively. Three... Stan has a small wiener" Tsaaah....all of people are shouting hard. And finally, Mike said: "Don't hurt yourself, big boy"

I also like dialog when Ned complaining about Mark clothes:

Ned Gold: (looks at mike's clothes) "What are you wearing?"
Mike O' Donnell: "This is cool. This is hip. There's a picture of Kevin Federline wearing the exact same thing. What are you wearing? You're supposed to show up like a dad, you look like Clay Aiken!" 

 

I'm laughing so hard at that time wakakaka...two old man talking about their clothes and thinking they're bit like a young artist, Kevin Federline and Clay Aiken. Wtf? hahahaha...

Kevin Federline & Clay Aiken ihihi

Scarlet felt weird with Mark faces that are similar to her ex-husband

Scarlet and Mark when 17 years

I like to seeing American students when they're at school. Go to school without an uniform, wearing a big headset everywhere, singing alone so loudly, (they don't care what people said. And i imagine if it happen in Indonesia....haisss people would look at me very strangely and kept looking at me everyminutes. Wtf!), free lunch in the canteen, become cheerleaders, talking about party, dating, or etc. I think the schools over there are identical with basketball, and bullying. I don't know why, but clearly...I like it overall. And now, 17 Again become one of my favorite movies haha (i'm so late to realize), stop complain okay???? shut up..shut up...

Not only 17 Again, i also watch Eat, Pray, Love; and The Art of Getting By a.k.a Homework, and some of Korean drama. My internet connection is very nice for downloading, so I'm not upset anymore and getting streesed as before :D Oh ya, i suddenly remember about Scary Movie. Yess, i watch that film when Nadya and Heru comes to my house. We watching together in living room through my laptop and laughing my f*ck ass off so hard like crazy poeple when there's a funny and silly scenes. Eventhough the tittle is "Scary Movie", but i think it's NOT really really spooky. Instead there are many hilarious scenes and ridiculous in them. Huuahahahaha

So guys, that's my holiday. Insya Allah, next week i'm going to museum Bank Indonesia with my friends. I just tell about it with my mom and Alhamdulillah she allowed me to go. I hope it will be fun and become my day (ameen). Anyway, Happy New Year for you all and enjoy your New Year eve! Have a nice day :)

with love,

Labibah 

Confused with you

Oh fuck i can't sleep again. I don't know why everynight i alwasy like this, whether insom, whether thinking about you, whether thinking the problem with my parents, or another thoughts in my brain that always bothered me, i don't really know what the reason is it. But for now, i guess it because of Nescafe effect. Ya, i had just got one and the taste is not too bad (okay i know i'm tacky), but hey i bought it with my own money hahaha. Oh well just for info, I spend my money for having fun only if i getting stressed like now. Doesn't matter about the price, is important i felt very satisfied after all. So please don't comment anything!!

I'm waiting my parents going to sleep while i keep laying on bed and reading novel. When they're started to do, i get up from bed and then make sure that my parents already entering bedroom hahaha. Yess it's my modus because my dad will be angry if i haven't yet go to sleep on middle night. And now, i successfully doing that modus. I took mom notebook and brought to room. I locked the bedroom door and then started to surfing in cyberspace hahahha XD *Hey dad, hey mom, see...see..your daughter! hahaha what she did at this time?. hahaha LOL. Now, i using your notebook mom. Can you see me dad, mom? hahaha oh ya im forget, you both already sleep. Hahaha Okay have a nice dream then :p bubye*

Well, here i am. Sit in front of notebook and don't even know what topics that i gonna wrote. I don't want to tell you about parents (oh shit, it so bored). Better i tell you about him right now. Yeay H-I-M..
He text me first about two hours ago and as usuall, he asking "Ehm. What are you doing" and actually i want to reply: "I just waiting your text" *slapped*, obviously it wasn't happen. Am i crazy? hahaha. Honestly before he texted me, i just feeling that i miss him very much. I wonder, why he didn't yet texted me? I'm waiting him for a long time. AND SUCKS! i suddenly get sadness during wait his text. I'm trying to keep positive thinking, example: maybe he hasn't pulse, maybe he's busy, maybe he turning off his phone, maybe he bla, maybe he bla...bla bla bla. But shortly afterwards, god hearing my pray, my phone vibrates and when i opened it turns out a text from him. He text me at 19:24, i suddenly very happier. I'm so lucky.

   
But isn't too long, we just talked for a while and after that, he was disappear, didn't know where is he gone :( He hasn't reply my last text. I only get little sad because at least, he text me first on right moment when i really really miss him. Okay i must accept it. Huhuhuhuhuuaaaaa asdlsjlhfhkld. One thing that i always ask with myself, whether i'm the only girl that he text, or there are others too?? Oh my good, i worried guys. It seems like i want to grab his phone and check the inbox one by one. Seeing whose people that he texted. I'm thinking ...only me the person who there's in his inbox. But i realized, he is just my friend. Very stupid if i do it because i don't have rights. (may i called it fallin in love?)

Everytime i got his text, i feel so very very happy (i don't even know) feel different when i received text from another man. My feeling was more happier. But sometimes he makes pissed me off because he reply for a long time. Although we only talking about the same topics like usual, but it doesn't matter for me. (again and again....this is love?). I still don't understand why everytime we meet at school, we never talking by face to face? we were like a strange people. Feel awkward to stared face each other. Feel awkward to say 'hello' or eventhough to smile. Why oh why?...

Damn misterious! until now, i don't have a wishes for being his girlfriend. I don't wanna get hurt when i knowing that he finally with another girl. I don't want get a disappointment in the end. I must be patient and just enjoy this condition. Besides, i don't want him to rush to take action. Just let it flow dude. Okay??