when everything is worst to you and you don't know how to explain

It's enough...

Everything was over...

I'm tired to being like this where people always underestimate my dreams.

I'm tired to hearing your disparaging's words everytime i told it to you. 

Your face, your words, your unimportant sentences it's all makes me sick.

Maybe you guys don't understand what the meaning of appreciation, that's why you guys so easy to speak like that to me.

It's all makes sick. It's all makes me realize that i'm surely not able to get it.

I hate to accept this reality but i do!

You guys are sucks!!

Yeah..

Thanks for your explain. Thanks for your judging. Thanks for your insulting words. Thanks for all of your fucking dropping words and let me to fuck you when i'm finally become a succesful. 

With Middle Finger,

Labibah

Touching

I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. 

I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. 

Someone who is more goofy than romantic. 

A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb. 

Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstation games and then let me win. A guys who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. 

He'd play with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings. 

Someone who i could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars. 

We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt water guns at each other in the house. 

But mostly, someone who would be my bestfriend & would never break my heart. 

He would just always make me smile :)